Universal Awareness Retreats

Next retreat: April 25 to 30, 2027 (tentative). Women of Sovereignty runs five days, one more than the other programs. We added the day after our first Women of Sovereignty retreat, to give the women more room to process.

This container is designed and co-led by women whose decades of experience in the medicine space inform every element of the arc. Men serve on the facilitation team too, and many participants have said that being cared for by men in service, with no expectations of them, was part of their healing. The work is shaped around a specific pattern that shows up consistently in this cohort: extraordinary external competence paired with an internal cost that is rarely spoken out loud.

Who comes

• Women carrying invisible emotional labor who have become very skilled at hiding how much it takes
• Women who feel “too much,” who self-edit constantly, who scan rooms before entering them
• Women who have done therapy, coaching, and personal growth work and have hit a ceiling those modalities cannot move
• Women in transition: the end of a marriage, a midlife reckoning, an empty nest, a professional inflection point

What the container addresses The conditioning around being responsible for everyone else’s experience. The chronic vigilance and self-monitoring. The loss of voice, of need, of joy at full volume. The exhaustion of running on reserves that were never replenished. The cost of being the one who holds everything, and the question of what it would mean to finally put it down.

2027 retreats: January 22 to 26 and July 9 to 13.

Men of Integrity is the foundational UAF container and the reference architecture for every program that has followed it. It is grounded in roughly twenty retreats and decades of direct work with men. It’s a high-support, high-intentionality container designed to surface what has been managed, hold what arises, and translate insight into a different way of living once you go home.

The cohort is small, typically five to seven men. The arc is seven weeks.

Who comes

• Men who have built lives that look successful from the outside and feel hollow from the inside
• Men working through divorce, addiction, the end of a career chapter, or the death of a parent
• Men who have done therapy and personal development and want something with more depth and structure than their previous work has offered
• Men who have had powerful experiences before and didn’t know how to integrate them into real life
• Men who want to live with greater honesty, presence, and connection in their relationships, and are ready to do the work

What the container addresses The conditioning around emotional restriction. The performance of competence. The isolation that comes from having no peers with whom you can be fully honest. The quiet, recurring version of the same statement that brings most men to this work: I am functioning, but something is missing. I am stuck in the same patterns. I have been holding it together for everyone else, and I need to find my way back to myself.

Next retreat: March 12 to 16, 2027.

This container was developed in collaboration with a roundtable of deeply experienced gay, bisexual, and queer men who could speak from both the transformational space and from their own lived experience. The structure of the Men of Integrity work is preserved. Everything else was rebuilt specifically for this cohort. Straight men serve on the facilitation team as well, and many participants have said how powerful it was to drop the facade and the code-switching in front of them.

Who comes

• GBQ men who carry the layered weight of identity formation in a world that did not always make space for them
• Men who have done significant work on their identity and are ready to go deeper into the places identity work alone doesn’t reach
• Men who want to be witnessed in the fullness of who they are by other men who share enough of the lived experience to recognize what is being said, and what is being left unsaid

What the container addresses The chronic vigilance that comes from a lifetime of reading rooms for safety. The internalized messages absorbed during identity formation. The grief of versions of self that were postponed or never fully lived. The longing for a brotherhood in which you don’t have to choose between authenticity and belonging.

This container is built for veterans ready to reconnect to purpose, brotherhood, and the next chapter. The architecture of the Men of Integrity work is preserved. The facilitation tone, the language, the calibration of the day, and the composition of the group are built around five realities that consistently appear in this population.

The facilitation team includes two guides and three lead facilitators, two of whom are combat veterans who have lived inside the realities this cohort is built around. Veteran-informed facilitation comes from the lived experience of facilitators who have walked the same ground.

The team is in place and the program is designed. The first Veterans retreat is forming now; if you’re interested, reach out.

Who comes

• Veterans who sense that what they came home with has not finished settling
• Veterans who have worked with the VA, private therapy, or other programs and want a container with greater depth and a cohort that doesn’t require them to translate
• Veterans navigating the gap between the man who left service and the man who returned, including reintegration into family, work, and civilian relationships
• Veterans who want a brotherhood that recognizes what was asked of them without needing it explained

The five realities this container is built around

• Moral injury: the weight of actions taken, witnessed, or ordered, and the meaning that has not yet settled around them
• A nervous system shaped by service: hypervigilance, sleep disruption, startle response, and a body still running on readiness long after readiness is required
• Loss of identity: the man who left service is not the man who returned, and the role that organized everyday life is gone
• Difficulty with civilian relationships: spouses, children, colleagues who are willing but cannot fully meet the experience
• Isolation and the absence of brotherhood: the unit is gone, and what replaces it is rarely as close, as honest, or as known